This is not where I thought I would be at 47, almost 48 years old.
But I’m not sure I ever truly knew where I wanted to be.
I’ve never been one to conform. I floated through life hoping I would eventually fall into something. And when I did — when, to some, I had a great life — I made the decision to walk away from it all.
I’ve made impulse decisions without thinking them all the way through.
Now here I sit — lost, questioning everything, uncertain about almost all of it, and sometimes feeling a bit hopeless.
I’ve been wanting to throw my hat into this space for some time. Partly as an outlet. Partly to feel less alone. And maybe — just maybe — to remind myself that this journey isn’t meant to be walked in isolation.
If you’re here, perhaps you’re figuring things out too.
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